my thumb's scented by (your) perfume.
it made (me) shed a tear,
realising how much i do (miss) you.

i (love) you.

i seriously need those pills if they do exist. i'm confused. one minute they forgive you with all of their heart and the next they feel like you're need to be cursed for life. i'm really sad, the excitement of getting my dreams are fading. there's reasons why. tears keep pouring recently and even now. i'm deeply hurt, how could they say that to me? they know how much i've strive for my dreams yet have the heart to say such a thing, and still say it's the truth even though it isn't. i said i'm more confident now in communicating with strangers not being a gangster. not everything that i've done were mistakes, you guys don't have the right to say that, only Allah.
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well seems like others also get what they wanted, my happiness to be drifting off slowly. revenge is sweet to you guys ain't it? even if they already apologize from the bottom of their hearts and you guys don't even know the full truth. so much for forgiving, honesty and being true.
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no matter what, these people won't let my dreams gone to waste, i'm gonna strive my best for my happiness, my dreams and everything. i know even if these things never gonna end, Allah's always there for me even when i'm at my worst being.
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P/S: assuming is what most people do, they keep finding faults and make others hurt and suffer. and i ain't gonna be like that. i ain't that shit.

Labels: current song: Hold My Hands - Maher Zain

i dissed stalkers, especially those who're not strangers.
and i'm not in the right mind, so pardon.

when i'm in need to turn to others, they'll say i'm EMOTIONAL.
when i'm locking everything inside and standing up for myself, they'll say i'm EGOISTIC.

i'm confused.
don't know where should i go.
what should i do.
who should i be.

simply said,
people don't accept (me) the way i am.

cuddling (your) sweater,
crying (myself) to sleep.

secrets out (bitch) !